"No. No, of course not." She runs a hand through her hair as she closes her eyes, trying to just focus on the music and not that night in Colorado that keeps playing over and over again in her head. "I just ... I don't know if I can live with the things Damon has done. And maybe I'm not supposed to live with them, but I do. In Colorado I figured ... I thought maybe I could just see what would happen and then it would implode in my face because that's what Damon always does." But it didn't. And now she's even more confused than before.

"I know Stefan was a killer, and I'm not looking to reopen that door again, on the wagon or not. Damon isn't innocent either, though. Damon seriously messed with Caroline. He killed Lexi and Ric and Jeremy and everything he touches seems to just fall apart, and I'm not sure I can let myself go there." Never mind the things he's done to her, which is a whole other thing entirely and not something she can consider, because this isn't about her.